sigtryggr:

“John! John, you’ll —-No, this is — this is exactly what I didn’t want, that was the point, oh god, you idiot, you can’t di — “
 
“Sherl…”
 
“Shut up, you’ll — you’ll be fine, I’m sure. You’ll have to be.”
 
“You… d’serve it. “
 
“Me? How do I deserve — “
 
“How’d I?”
 
“Wh — No. No, I — no, don’t do this. You can’t.”
 
“I can.”
 
“You’re not cruel!”
 
“Yeah? Me, dead: that’s for three years pain. An’ I won’t be coming back. That’s for the lie. Happy then; ‘s pay back. Remember that for me, Sherl? I’ll be happy, I think.”
 
“No, shut up. Stop it. You won’t die, I won’t let you.”
 
“Sherl.”
 
“… Please, no. This isn’t fair; I don’t even get a second chance!”
 
“I know. If it weren’t… Moran … I’d … have given you. Second chance.”
 
“Oh god.”
 
“E’en though you… don’t deserve —”
 
“Maybe you shouldn’t talk. Just breathe? Please.”
 
“Too late.”
 
“No, you idiot, I’ll never forgive you if  — “
 
“Shu’ up. Close my eyes for me?”
 
“Oh god, I’m sorry. John, I’m sorry. Is that enough? Will it ever be enough?”
 
“Sherl — Sherlock, Sherlock Holmes. Listen to me. I — it’s okay, I —”
 
“No, no, no —”
 
“I…”
 
“No, no —” 
 
“I forgive you.”
 
“John? No, oh god, no. No.”

sigtryggr:

John! John, you’ll —-No, this is — this is exactly what I didn’t want, that was the point, oh god, you idiot, you can’t di — “

 

“Sherl…”

 

“Shut up, you’ll — you’ll be fine, I’m sure. You’ll have to be.”

 

“You… d’serve it. “

 

“Me? How do I deserve — “

 

“How’d I?”

 

“Wh — No. No, I — no, don’t do this. You can’t.

 

“I can.”

 

“You’re not cruel!”

 

“Yeah? Me, dead: that’s for three years pain. An’ I won’t be coming back. That’s for the lie. Happy then; ‘s pay back. Remember that for me, Sherl? I’ll be happy, I think.”

 

“No, shut up. Stop it. You won’t die, I won’t let you.

 

“Sherl.”

 

“… Please, no. This isn’t fair; I don’t even get a second chance!”

 

“I know. If it weren’t… Moran … I’d … have given you. Second chance.”

 

“Oh god.”

 

“E’en though you… don’t deserve —”

 

“Maybe you shouldn’t talk. Just breathe? Please.

 

“Too late.”

 

“No, you idiot, I’ll never forgive you if  — “

 

“Shu’ up. Close my eyes for me?”

 

“Oh god, I’m sorry. John, I’m sorry. Is that enough? Will it ever be enough?

 

“Sherl — Sherlock, Sherlock Holmes. Listen to me. I — it’s okay, I —”

 

“No, no, no —”

 

“I…”

 

“No, no —”

 

“I forgive you.”

 

John? No, oh god, no. No.

(Source: themightyworm)